Posts include, but are not limited to: things I find cute/funny/cool, people I wish I looked like, things I wish I were doing, and the thoughts that envelop my mind most days.
Sometimes I remind myself that I almost skipped the party, that I almost went to a different college, that the whim of a minute could have changed everything and everyone. Our lives, so settled, so specific, are built on happenstance.
depression is when you don’t really care about anything
anxiety is when you care too much about everything
and having both is just like what
Having both is staying in bed because you don’t want to go to school and then panicking because you don’t want to fail. Having both is wanting to go see your friends so you don’t lose them all, then staying home in bed because you don’t want to make the effort. Having both is insanely hard and sucks to deal with.
I think about you. But I don’t say it anymore.
At some point you just have to let go of what you thought should happen and live in what is happening.
Erin Morgenstern (via kushandwizdom)
I have tried to let you go and I cannot. I cannot stop thinking of you. I cannot stop dreaming about you.